My Career Season 8 Epsiode 8

"Everything's settling into place, Everything's going my way, Everything's back to normal.."

 



(July 15th; 10:45pm)




"DOES THE DRESS FIT!?!" Kat yelled up the stairs. "WELL IF YOU'D COME UP HERE AND HELP ME ZIP IT UP!!" I yelled back. "Stupid ass making me come up here and try to fix you're dress when it's my wedding." She mumbled as she helped me. "You know I can hear you?" I asked her. "I know, now suck in that gut!" She said. "I am sucking in!" "Oh God.." She said. "What?" I asked worried. "It won't go up.." She mumbled. "Are you serious!?" I asked, then i felt the zipper go up with no troubles. "No, I'm just joking." She said sticking her tongue out. "NOT FUNNY KAT!" I yelled. "Shh.. Logie bear can hear you." I just rolled my eyes. "As soon as he's born I'm spoiling the shit outta him, cause he's gonna be living with you and Phil and that enough for him at a young age is torterous." I just stared at her. "Oh come on Krissie! I'm just joking!" She said putting her arm around me. "Get your damn arm off of me." I said taking her arm off. "Come on, smile dammit." "Shut up." I said laying down on the bed in their guest room of her and PJ's appartment. "Listen you're one of my bridesmaid's be happy, and that dress looks really good on you even though you're stomach is out a mile." She said I just sat up and looked at her. "I shouldn't of said that right?" She asked. "Hell no, your making me feel like I'm a fucking beached whale now!" I said looking in the mirror putting my hands on my bump. "Look, I'm sorry. Okay, take that dress off, come down stairs and come watch One Tree Hill with me and PJ." I just stared at her again. "I just put this dress on and now you're telling me to take it off? No. And no I will NOT come downstairs and I will NOT watch One Tree Hill with you two.. just leave me the hell alone so I can enjoy my last hour and fifteen minutes of being twenty nine by myself.. Good night." I said. She just stood their, but she didn't for long. She turned around and left the room and shut the door halfway. "Ugh." I said to myself, as I slipped the dress off and changed back into my sweatpants and oversized t-shirt that's Punk's. I'm upset, but not because I miss my family, I'm glad I'm back don't get me wrong. But I'm upset that Punk isn't around for my birthday. I know I sound like a baby saying this but I do. I just shut my phone off for the night and listened to my ipod. I played the song Savior by Danny Worsnop, the lead singer of Asking Alexandria.. I want that song playing, when I see Punk.(If you listen to the lyrics you'd understand why) I listened to that song on repeat til midnight and I realized it's now my birthday. I leaned down to the floor and drew myself a birthday cake with my finger on the carpet. I drew thirty fake candles on top of it. "Make a wish Kristen.." I said to myself and with that I blew them out. I sighed rested my head back on the pillow and fell back asleep.




(The next day)




I woke up the next morning with a smile. Today is a new day and it's my birthday. I told everyone I don't want them planning anything for me cause Tommorrow is Kat and PJ's day and I don't need them focusing on me when everyone should be for them. I got up and pulled my hair out of the ponytail it was in letting it fall into place. I walked downstairs and a got a big surprise. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!" Kat, PJ, Jammy, Corey, Jenny, Cody, Colt, Natalie, Selene and Kyle said holding a big sign that said "Happy 30th Birthday Kristen!!" "Aww.. you guys." I said walking over to all of them hugging them one by one then i reached Kat. "I'm incredibly sorry about last night. I don't blame you for being mad at me." "Giiirl don't worry about it! It's your frikking 30th birthdat you old bitch!" She said smiling at me. "Your's will be here soon so shut it!" I said sticking my tongue out at her. "Come on we're taking you out today and spoiling you." PJ said. "But tommorrow is your wedding.. don't worry about me, you should worry about your wedding." I said. "No, it's okay. We're spoiling you.. come on." They said dragging me outside with them all. "Wait. where's my baby!?" I asked concerned. "In your stomach!" PJ shouted. I just slapped my hand on my head. "Not that you moron!" I shouted back. "What do you mean?" Colt asked. "My hummer!! Where the hell is my car! It was parked here last night!!" I literally wanted to scream. That car is my life. "Oh, see I took your keys last night while you were sleeping and drove your car home last night so it's at your house right now." Kat said smiling. "Well take me home.. I wanna drive home and change." "NO!" Natalie shouted, but Colt covered her mouth with his hand. "Why the hell did she just shout at me for saying I wanna go home and change? It's my birthday and I wanna look at least decent on it." I said confused. "Because..." Jammy started. "You look good enough already!" Jenny said finishing her cousin's sentence. "Well.. if ya'll insit on it. Then take me wherever the hell your gonna take me!" They all smiled at me and we all split up and drove off in their cars to wherever I'm going.


(Chicago Navy Pier 7:45pm)


"You guys REALLY didn't have to do this for me." I said walking on the pier with them. "But we did cause we love you!" Selene said with Kyle's arms wrapped around her. They literally had the pier shut all people out and just have it rented for all of us. Believe me I don't know how the hell they did that, but that's amazing that they did that for me. "Come on let's go get food." Colt said leading us all into this restaurant. We all sat down and it was such a cool restaurant and I didn't even know it was on the Pier but it's really cool. "Did they just open this restaurant?" I asked confused. "Yeah, it just opened last week." Natalie said. "Well I hope it's good." I said. "It's not like you're paying for the food anyways." Cody mumbled. I just rolled my eyes at him. After about thirty minutes of waiting we all had out food and it was actually really good. Some of the best food I've eaten in awhile. I'm been sticking to junk food and sweets cause my cravings have been wanting that. "Is it true that if you're pregnant and eating alot of sweets are you gonna have a girl?" I asked them. "No.. it's if you've been craving salty things it's a girl.. sweets is a boy." Kyle answered. "But like shouldn't it be the other way around? Because girls are sweet?" I asked. "Oh so us guys are salty?" Colt asked. "I can already see where the conversation is gonna go so just forget I even asked that question." I said putting my head back down then lifting it back up to see Colt looking at me then he winked. I shot him a smile and it just put a big smile on his face. After we finished eating the waitors came back out singing and dancing and then a shock came. Steven and Jessie walked in, Steven holding a came and Jessie with a baby stroller. "OH MY GOD!!" I shouted. I said hugging them both. They all sang happy birthday to me and I was just so happy. "Let me see the little one!!" I said looking in the baby stroller. "When did you have her! You never called me!" I said to Jessie. "Well you were going through a tough time and I wanted you to be alone. And I had her last month." She said smiling. "She's beautiful. You obbviously had to name her Chelsea." I said picking her up from the stroller. "Of course." She said. I just looked at Steven and he was proud. "You guys are gonna be amazing parents." Right after I said that I looked at Chelsea and she smiled. I bounced her up and down but then her face got all upset then she began to whimp and tear up. "Okay, take her back." I said giving her to Jessie then sitting back down. She calmed her back down and everything was okay. "What was that?" Colt whispered to me. "I don't like it when babies cry." I whispered back pouting. He just smiled at me. "It's okay.. you're gonna have to deal when Logie Bear it out." He said. "I know." I said. I then cut my cake and shared it with them and it was an ice cream cake with cookie dough ice cream and it was just amazing. After that we all drove back to Kat and PJ's where they gave me my presents which was basically all baby stuff. Such as toys, blankets, bibs, bottles, diapers. All baby supplies and lots of money. "I'm gonna go to bed guys.. thank you so much and see you all tommorrow." I said going back upstairs into the guest room and they all yelled bye as I went up and I waved back. I just went to bed in what I was wearing and stared at the clock as it hit midnight and it was offically July 17th. I shut my eyes and soon drifted off into a deep sleep.



(10:30am)



"PAUL GO SOMEWHERE ELSE WITH YOUR FUCKING GROOMS OR WHATEVER THEY ARE CALLED! YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO SEE ME UNTIL THE WEDDING CEREMONY!!!" Kat yelled at PJ as she chasing him down the stairs. He was already in his tuxedo and had his hair spiked perfectly, thanks to yours truely.. "Babe, calm down I'm going. Stop freaking out." He said calmy her down. "I AM CALM!!!" She yelled as she flipped her wet hair as she was just getting more mad at him standing only in a rope wrapped around her. "No you're not." He said putting his hands on her shoulders. "Please.. just go with them to the damn church and see if all is happy and well over there." She gritted through her teeth. "Because you said so I'll go. I'll see you later looking beautiful, as you do anyways, but even more. I love you so much you make me happy." He said kissing her on the lips and she kissed him back. They broke apart and he left with his grooms. "Holy shit.." Kat said sitting down on the couch. "That was the most cutest thing ever." I said sitting next to her. "He made me so weak in my damn knees he's making me so frustrated." She said. "Wait.. sexually frustrated?" I asked. "YES!! What other way is there to frustrate someone!?!" She said. "Well there's anger frustation.." I said as she gave me a death glare. "You're such a smartass bitch." She said smiling as she shook her head. "I know, but that's why you need me in your life." "No, I need you to help me get ready!" She said grabbing my hand and taking me upstairs where Jammy, Jenny, Jessie, Nikie, Selene, and Natalie all were getting ready. "Someone, do my hair and makeup now!" Kat said. "Your wedding isn't until two though.." Jammy said. "I have pictures to take with the photographer with you guys at one. Now.. GET ME FUCKING PRETTY!!" We did as we were told. We did her makeup perfectly. For her hair, we first blow dried it straight then we curled it in perfect curls and put it all to the right side and clippd it so it would stay and we put a white flower in her hair with jewels around it for decoration. Her dress was strapless and it was very pretty sorta like Megan Fox's wedding dress. When we were all done it was about 12:30 and we had just enough time to get to the church and take pictures. I admit.. we all did look really good. Time's getting closer now and Kat's begining to get nervous.. wonder how PJ is holding up..?




(PJ's POV)




Nearly fourty five minutes until I'm a married man.. wow. I honestly can't believe I'm marrying the love of my life. I admit, Kat and I have had out ups and downs, but mainly they were ups and I just knew right from the start she was the one for me and I was the one for her. I'm thankful and so blessed to have her in my life. My family is here and some of here's is which is good. All our friends and here and this is going to be a day I will never forget. I'm excited and I can't wait.




(Kat's POV)




Holy fuck. I'm sweating and this is NOT good. I'm nervous as hell and me being nervous is not a good thing. God dammit. "Kat what's wrong?" Nikie asked me. "I can't do this.." I mumbled. "What?" She asked me. "I said I can't do it.. I'm to nervous.." I said walking away.  "Woah there kiddo." Kristen said stopping me. "Stop freaking out.. this is going to be the best day of your life. Trust me I know, just look at him over there." She said pointing to over where PJ was. He was all happy and smiles. "If he's happy and excited you should be too and not freaking out like a headless turkey." "I'm not God Damn headless turkey." I said. "Stop using God's name in a church woman!" She said. "But, ugh. I'm nervous Krissie, you don't even understand." I said leaning up against the wall. "Hold on." She said pulling her phone out of her little bag she had and had someone on the phone with her. "Yes PJ." She said. "YOU FU-" But i stopped myself before I could say what I wanted because I realized I was in a church. "Phone for you." Kristen said smiling handing it to me. I grabbed it from her and sighed. "Hello?" I asked. "Katrina... stop freaking out." PJ said. "You never called me by my actual name before." I said getting happy. "Well I have to now.. seriously calm down everything is going to go just as we planned." "And that other thing we have planned later." "Yes that..and another thing." I heard his say as his voice got huskier. "Oh my gosh.. you sicko." I said and I could tell he was smircking when he said that. "What I'm trying to say is calm down and everything is going to go well. I love you." "I love you to baby." I said and he hung up I handed Kristen her phone back. "I'm ready." I said to myself.





(Normal)




PJ just came down the isle and everything is about to start everyone is now waiting for Kat and hopfully she's not much of a baby anymore and will walk down the isle and make everyone happy and why they are gathered her today. The music began to play and she walked down the isle with her brother Craig, whose some rockstar and has a band in the UK now and he's got all tattoos. I'm sure Punk and him would love to talk about tattoos. And her sister Savannah is here with her husband Dane from Doncaster in England and their daughter Emily there little girl. She finally got down to meet PJ and they looked each other in the eyes and you could tell they were very happy. The preist read the words and they didn't stop looking at each other holding each others hands. "Now do you Paul Llyod Jr. take Katrina Alexis Dawson to be your wife?" The priest asked. "I do." He said smiling. "And do you-" "YES!" Kat shouted excitedly. "Well then by the power invested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife you may now kiss your bride." And boy did he kiss her alright, at least for five damn minutes. I pulled her over to the side when they were done. "And you say me and Punk are disgusting kissers." She just stuck her tongue out at me. "ALRIGHT PEOPLE... PARTY TIME!!!! SEE YOU ALL AT THE VENUE!!" Kat yelled exiting the church getting into the limo with PJ.


(Venue; 6:23pm)


Some time has gone by and everyone has been having a great time eating and dancing. Me mainly just eating, I really can't dance because if I do I'll probably fall on my feet and hurt myself and Logan. Soon everyone else was done dancing and it was time for Kat to throw her boquet. "I better catch that damn thing!" Jammy said. "Why? You don't need to get married." Jenny said. "Shut up!" She yelled at her cousin. Sometimes i still wonder how they are related. Kat threw it and it was heading straight towards Jammy but she didn't catch it. Jenny was able to get infront of her and catch it before it hit her. "This isn't gonna go so well." I said to Colt who was sitting next to me. "There's gonna be a fight." "BITCH IT WAS MINE!!!" Jammy shouted but Corey held her back as Jenny brought it back to Cody and they were smiling at each other. "Can somone by the name of Kristen Brooks please come to the dancefloor?" I looked over and saw Kat saying that and motioning me to come up. I turned back to Colt, Natalie, Selene and Kyle and they told me to go up. I waddled up there slowly and once got there placed my hands on my bump. Logan is kicking again. "What's up guys?" I asked. "Well Kristen," Kat said in the microphone. "You've gone through alot of trouble these past few months and you've been gone for sometime and we just wanna say we missed you so much and you've been so strong during those months." She started then PJ took over. "What we're trying to say is that we love you so much." I just realized that in the background Savior by Danny Worsnop was playing and I began to hum the lyrics in my head. "And that you don't need to be upset anymore.. yous days of being upset are all over. We have someone for you." I was just not really listening and kept humming the words in my head. Then right through the doors there was a figure and it was dark so you couldn't see the person. They got closer and the light was begining to shine on them. That person... was Punk. My Punk.. my Phil. I'm not dreaming right now it was literally him, in the fleash. In real life. I didn't know what to do.. My mouth was just on the floor and I was in such shock. He got closer up to me and I began to breath heavier and heavier because I was just in such shock and happiness to see him. "Your back.." Was all I could say and everyone could hear us because they lowered the music but you could still hear it. "I am.. you got so big." He said placing his hands on my bump and Logan kicked again. "Hi Logan.. I'm your Dad.. I'm back now and I'm not gonna let anything happen to you." He said, as I just looked up at him and stared into his green eyes... oh how I've missed him. "When did you get back?" I asked. "Yesterday.. I wanted to see you so badly yesterday because it was your birthday, but they thought tonight would of been better and they are right." I just smiled at him as a tear rolled town my cheek. "Your beautiful." He said before kissing my cheek. I smiled and pulled him close to me as the music played. "I'm alive, breathing deeper than I've ever breathed before. And I owe it all to you. I'm coming home, the distance can't haunt us anymore.. I'm coming home.." When it ended we put our arms around each other and he leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back and it got more passionate. It was a passionate make out. We pulled away from each other and we both had tears in our eyes. I looked over at Kat and PJ and mouthed thank you to them and they just smiled. Punk took my hand and lead me over to a table where it was just the two of us. And everyone went back with their attention to Kat and PJ while Punk and I focused on each other. "When are you due?" "Doctor said sometime from August 6th to the 12th." "Looks I came back in time. I was suppose to stay in longer, but since I was so good they let me out early. I paid all the fines at home yesterday and that's why they all took you out because I was home. And I rode your car here so you're definately coming home tonight." He said smiling and grabbing my hands and he took them in his lap. "And I start wrestling on August 20th so I'll be around when Logan has been born." I just smiled at him. "You just love listening to me talk don't you?" He asked me. "I haven't seen you in so long... I missed you Phil." He looked at me. "I missed you too.. but now I'm back with you.. and I'm not going anywhere." He looked at me again and kissed me again.




To be continued...

Dear readers, ohh don't you just love happy endings? :D I do! Okay so I was suppose to put this up on Sunday, but since I can't concentrate and have the attention spand of a squirrel I didn't. Was going to last night, but I was out with my friends. So I did today :) So anyways, next one won't be up for awhile :/ Gonna be busy, I start my driving lessons for my permit tommorrow and I'm nervous/excited. So yeah tell everyone to stay off the rode cause I'm gonna be driving :D Also this week my family is coming over for a birthday party and friday and on satruday im having my friends over for my birthday and yes my birthday was July 16th and now it's the 24th and you're probably like oh why didn't you have it last week? Simple.. I DIDN'T WANNA! hah okay so hope this all made you smile and I'll try to get the next one up ASAP :) haha bye!! xx

My Career Season 8 Episode 7 3/3

(June 29th Newark Airport; 11:05am)

 

"Are you sure you have everything?" My Dad asked me as I was about to get checked by security and be on my way to Chicago. "Yep.." I said turning around facing them all. "Visit soon!" Bently said hugging me by surprise hurting my bump but I dealt with the slight pain. "I will." I said hugging him back. He let go and went back over to Katherine, I went up to her and hugged her, then I hugged Kenny who was holding Amber and I waved bye to her. The last two people to say bye to were my parents, I just hugged them both at the same time. "I'll call when I land. I love you guys, thanks for taking me in." I said and my mom had tears in her eyes. "Anytime you wanna come back, just call." She said. I nodded and grabbed both my bags and headed to security. I took one last look back and I waved goodbye to them and they waved back. I went through the security without any troubles and once done I pulled out my phone and headed for the gate. "Hello?" The other line asked. "Colt? Be ready in about three hours at the airport... I'm coming home." "You got it!" He said and I could tell he was smiling and very happy. With that I hung up and made my way to my gate that was boarding. I handed my ticket to the woman at the counter and made my way down to the plane. Once I found my seat I sat comfortably in it and pulled out my ipod, but before I could turn it on a little boy and girl came up to me with a sharpie and a piece of paper. "How can I help you two?" I asked smiling at them. "C-Can we have an autograph?" The little girl asked. "Sure! What's your names?" I asked taking the paper and shaprie from them and then looked at their shirts. The girl had John Cena on her shirt. And the boy had CM Punk on his. "I'm Emily." She said. "And I'm Erik." He said. "I like your guy's shirts alot!" I said to them and they both smiled. "When are you going to come back to wrestling?" Emily asked me. "Well.. I'm not really sure, I'm gonna be a mom in August and I wanna focus on my baby. But you never now I might come back." And she smiled at me. "Can you come back? All the girls matches are boring, you made it very cool to watch!" Erik said, I smiled at him again. "We'll see, but most likely I will come back." So I signed their paper and they both wanted a picture so I took a few with them. Before I knew it the plane took off and I would be home in a few hours.. nothing better than a nap, before I come home to all these crazy people.



(A couple hours later)


I shot right up as the plane landed on the runway, my nap was amazing. I was hoping for a nice dream, but I didn't have a dream. Ever have one of those naps or sleeps where you just can't dream? Yeah I had one of those, but anyways, I knew I was just a couple minutes from seeing everyone and I couldn't contain my excitement anymore. I got right up as soon as the plane stopped, turned my phone back on and grabbed my bags. Colt texted me and said he was right by the parking lot where he'd use to pick me and Punk up from shows. I walked quickly and smiled greatly as I knew what I was about to get. I walked out the sliding doors into the parking lot and I looked around and I didn't see anyone. "Colt?" I asked out loud. "COLT!?" I asked again but this time louder. "TURN AROUND STUPID!" I turned around and right infront of me EVERYONE was there. Everyone like Colt, Natalie, Selene... some random boy who had his arm around her, Kat, PJ, Jamila, Corey, Jenny, Cody, John, Nikie, Punk's parents, and Mike. I didn't even move.. I just teared up infront of them and they came over to me. "You're back now, everything's gonna get much better now. Your life will be back." Punk's mom said putting her arm around me. I just hugged her and thanked her. "Well.. you're know back.. what's the first thing you wanna do?" Colt asked me. I wiped my eyes and looked at him and everyone else. I didn't realize it first, but Nikie had her twins. A boy and a girl. "What are their names?" I asked them looking at their newborns. "John and Zoe." Nikie said smiling. "Absolutely adorable." I said smiling, then Kat walked over to me. "And you my bitch, are getting huge. It looks like you're about to pop this kid out right now!" "Not quite yet, not til August." I said smiling at my bump. "Wait! You're wedding is on the 17th this month!" I said just remembering. "Yeah it is!" She said smiling at PJ, who just put his arms around her. "Did you get my dress size in yet?" I asked. "Yeah... why?" She asked. "I might need a bigger size.." I mumbled. "OH! Don't worry! I got a size bigger just incase! I knew that you'd probably be a little bit bigger so yeah." "Thank you so much." I said smiling at her. I greeted everyone else one by one and I met Selene's new boyfriend Kyle and he seems nice, and then Colt approached me again. "Give me another hug, it's been way to long." He said hugging me and I hugged him back and everyone was in awe. "So what do you wanna do?" He asked me. I checked my phone and it was almost five thirty. "Take me to my doctors?" I asked him. "Oh fuck your appointment!" He said. "Shhh!!!! My child can hear you!" I said putting my hands on my bump. "Let's take you now, we'll get there in about twenty minutes." Colt said. "Well duh you'll take me now, cause I NEED to get there NOW!" "Yup.. she's back." Jamila said. "What's that suppose to mean!?" I looked at her. "Oh Nothing Krissie... nothing." She said smiling at me. So me, Natalie, Colt, Selene and Kyle all drove off to my doctors. They dropped me off and they just decided to hangout in the car and I was right on time for my appointment. Doctor Smith took me right in and he greated me with a smile. "Have a nice trip back?" He asked me as I layed down. "Yep, it was a heck of a rollar coaster ride, but it was good in general but I'm so glad to be back and have this baby!" I exclaimed. "That's good to hear." He said hooking me up to the monitor again, "Now, I have a question.." I said. "Yes..hey, what is that on your neck?" He asked me and my eyes widened. "Uhh.. a birth mark." I quickly replied, that's the hicky that, that stupid Zack gave me who appologized to me just last night before I left, but whatever. "Shall I take a look at it?" He asked me getting closer. "No! Just let me see how Logan is.." I said to him. "Okay." He said and there Logan was on the screen, looking much bigger than last time. "Now, it can be normal for him to be born early, but he would need alot of care if that happened. And we don't want him born a month early. But if you think something is wrong, please come in. Also his due date should be around August 6th to the 12th, but if it's late than that it's normal to, but if anything feels wrong please let us know immidiately." He said. "I certainly will." I said to him than looking back at the monitor. "Well that wraps up this appointment.. see you when the delivery happens." "Oh that's my question! Will you be delivering my baby?" I asked him. "Yes I will, I will also have many assistants with me to, to help me out." "Thank you so much." I said leaving the room, I made my way out to the parking lot and found Colt's car. I hooped into the front seat. "Where to next?" Colt asked me. "Can we go get some dinner?" I asked them and they all nodded their heads.



(8:30pm; Home)


Colt pulled into my driveway and their it was.. my beautiful Hummer in the driveway and it was sparkling. "Who cleaned my car?" I asked. "Me and Kyle did this afternoon." Selene said. "Hopefully  I still have the key to this place." I said going through my bag and finding it. I finally found it and got out of the car and so did they. Kyle and Colt got my bags from the trunk. I heard all the dogs barking and I've missed their barking so much. I opened the door and they all ran over to me. "I missed you guys! Oh my God! Did you miss me!?" I asked petting them all. "Who took care of them?" I asked them. "Well... Kat and PJ were suppose to, but one day when we tried to one of them literally attacked PJ so yeah. I did." Natalie said. "Like attacked attacked? Like eat your face attack?" I asked. "No just bite on his pants and not let go." She said. "Then it's not attacking, they were just playing than. They always do that." I said sitting on my couch and I could tell she rolled her eyes at me but whatever. "Well we'll let you get situated in. Talk to you soon." Colt said. "Bye guys!" I said as they came over to me and hugged me all at once. They shut the door on their way out and I investigated my house. Everything was kept the way it was except it seemed much cleaner, thank God I really didn't wanna clean right now. I went up into my room with my bags and unpacked them. I went through all the drawers and everything is the exact same. I calmly unpacked them and all the dogs pilled on my bed that was freshly made. I finished unpacked after twenty minutes and I was tired after this long exhausting day, so I pulled the covers off and layed on my side of the bed. I then rolled over to Punk's side and his sent was still there. I englufed it deeply and hot tears ran down my face. I pulled the dogs close for comfort and after trying to calm myself down I decided to turn the TV on. Nothing was on as usual.. nothing is ever good on TV anymore. I shut the TV off and just looked at the clock.. my eyes teared up again. I got up quickly and went into the bathroom, they were all puffy and stung. I wiped my eyes and went back into my room. "One more month and everything will be the same." I said to myself shutting my eyes and laying back down. It's one month.. I need to stop breaking down over this, I'm so close.



To be continued...

Dear Readers, okay this will be the last author's not for awhile... I really had alot of trouble writing this and i kept getting distracted. I was listening to Asking Alexandria(if you don't know them seriously get a life, amazing screamo band) and they really helped me calm down over something stupid right now, but whatever. Gimme feedback please guys? You're feedback makes me write better and gets me to write faster :) xxx.

My Career Season 8 Episode 7 2/3

(June 14th, 9:09am)



"What time are we going over at again?" I asked my mom. "Oh, I'm not going over there and niether is your father, YOUR only going over." I just froze.. "WHAT!?" I nearly yelled. Okay, lemme just back you guys up a little bit. Today is June 14th, my brother's 33rd birthday, last night Kenny and Katherine invited me over and I thought  WE, we meaning me and my parents are going over there this afternoon to celebrate his birthday with our family and his friends.. but now I just guess I am. "They didn't tell you last night that for his birthday they only invited there friends?" She asked me confused. "They did but I thought our family would be there too." I said looking at the floor. "No, they just wanted you to come and some friends. "Ugh." I said, "I don't wanna even go now." "Hey, listen miss.. You came here to see your family right?" She asked me, I know where this conversation is going. "Yes, and I know your gonna say you NEED to go and don't think about not going cause your going no matter what and blah blah blah." I said. "Good girl." She said smiling. "But I'm not staying forever and a day. I'm coming home when I wanna." "And by when you wanna you mean going there saying hi and bye?" She asked me. "Yes, exactly." I said sticking my tongue out. "At least stay for like three hours. And don't do anything stupid, you have my grandson in you remember?" "Yes I remember." I said looking at my bump and rubbing it. "When do you see your doctor?" "End of next week and I'm going back home after I see him. I miss home and everyone else back in Chicago." I said to her. "Will you be safe?" She asked me. "Of course I will Mom, I miss everyone and they miss me alot." She sighed. "When does Phil get back?" She asked me. "End of July.. I'm really excited mom you have no idea.. I miss him way to much." "Believe me... nearly four months away.. I'd miss my husband too." "Mom, you'd love it if dad was gone for four months." She paused and laughed and so did I.






(Selene's POV)




"KRISSIE IS COMING HOME NEXT WEEK!!!" I nearly screamed when I realized that next week she's coming home. It's been so long and everyone has been upset that she left.. now everyone is seeming to be happier knowing that she's coming back and that in July, her birthday month a surprise is coming her way, which she will LOVE. "Digger, come on! Let's go for a run!" I said to my golden retriever Digger that is now eight months old and getting bigger and bigger each day. I slipped on my running shoes, grabbed my phone, and checked my messages. Only one message, "Good Morning Beautiful :)" And that message is from my boyfriend of three months Kyle. He's been my bestfriend since my senior year of high school, and through college. We haven't seen each other, but he came back to Chicago recently and hanging out with some old friends he asked me out and that began.. to bad no one knows about it yet... "Aww :) Going for a run babe, gonna come over when I'm done, bringing my dog along to :)" I texted back. I went down the stairs and Digger followed me, I got his leash and put it on him, we headed out the door and began to run. I've started running for a few months and now I can't stop. Every since Phil's been gone I've been running. He's been telling me to run too, because I've been not the healthiest girl lately but now I'm doing better. "Holy shit it's hot out." I mumbled to myself as I picked up my pace as Digger did too. We ran to Kyle's house which was all the way on the other side of Chicago which is pretty far but good at the same time cause we run pretty far. Once at Kyle's I rang the door bell. Seconds later, he opened the door in nothing but in his shorts. "Hey Babe." He said smirking. "Hey." I said kissing him outside on his porch. "Can we continue this is my house?" He asked pulling away. I nodded and brought Digger in and he went straight for the couch. "Digger, you took our spot dammit." I said. "We can go into the bedroom." He said smirking at me. "Not just yet." I said. "It's been a month since our last though." He pouted, I just rolled my eyes. "Listen, I want you to meet my family, we can't just keep sneaking around seeing each other." I admitted. "Selene, I've meet your family already." "But that was years ago.. this time it's different, plus my parents have probably forgetton who you are already." I said turning away, but he turned me back. "When will I meet them?" He asked me serious. "How about tonight? Come over and have  dinner at my house at seven." "Alright.. should I dress nice?" "Just a nice shirt and shorts." I said. "Alright.. please though just really quick?" He asked me moving his eyes towards his bedroom and grabbing my hand, I just let out a long sigh. "This better be quick.." I said as he smiled at me.



(Normal; 5:30pm)



"Why me?" I asked myself as I pulled down my brother's street. I DO NOT... wanna be at this party, from the looks of it already I can see drinking and have a bad feeling about this party, but I said to my mom that I'll be here for a little bit. Sucks that Bently and Amber aren't here.. at Katherine's parent's house.. ugh. I parked on the side of the street and it was CROWDED the whole street was packed with people. I got out of the car and got the cake I made him for his birthday and made my way into the backyard and I saw a bunch of familar faces. "KRISTEN'S HERE!!!" I heard Katherine shout with a beer in her hand, oh God. "Yeah, I am. Where's the birthday boy?" I asked. "He's over there talking to Zack!" She said. "Thanks.." I said going over to them. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" I shouted to Kenny. "Thank you!" He said as he took his cake. "Kristen? Is that you?" Zack asked me. "Yes, it is." I said smiling. "You got bigger.." He said looking at my stomach. "No shit sherlock, I'm pregnant." I said and his eyes widened. "Damn, where's your husband than?" He asked. "It's a long story... I'm just gonna say he's not here." I said turning away, when I turned away I still heard them talking about me. "Damn man.. your sister is single and fucking pregnant.. he husband is a dick." Zack said. "No, he just go in some trouble and couldn't make it. He's really a good guy." He said defending me. "Don't care man.. I'm still going after her tonight.." I'm staying away from him as far as possible..



(Selene's POV; 7:30pm)



"So you two have been dating for three months and you haven't told us?" My mom asked me and Kyle as we were sitting down for dinner. "Uh... yeah." I said looking down at the table. "Why didn't you tell us?" My father asked. "Well.. after the last boyfriend I had, I was just nervous to bring Kyle over." I admitted. "You're not gonna break my daughter's heart right?" My dad asked. "No sir, not at all. Selene and I have been good friends for years. And I let her do whatever she wants and I'm not one of those controlling boyfriend. I actually respect and listen to what she has to say." Kyle said, I just smiled at him and so did my mom. My dad just stared. "Now just because you say that doesn't mean you won't do that." My dad said. "DAD!" I snapped at him. Kyle just looked down at the table and continued to eat. "Sorry but once you prove that me, I'll like you." My dad continued. "Ahh.. most people don't believe me.." Kyle mumbled. "Ugh.." I said putting my hand on my head at the table. It'll be a fucking miracle if Kyle gets out of this house tonight..




(Normal; 11pm)



So this party is actually going pretty fast and shockingly I'm enjoying myself. It's actually hilarious seeing people make fools of themselves when they are drunk. People are doing keg stands and there are like all acting stupid and doing stupid things and I just love it. "Come on Logan.." I said to my bump.. yes I do talk to my bump.. or Logan really. Watching these people has made me laugh to much that I have to pee really bad. I went inside and went into the bathroom and took my nice pee. When I finished I washed my hands I felt being pushed up against the wall and when I opened my eyes I realized I was pushed up against the wall and it was by the last person I wanted to be pushed up against the wall with. "Hey." Zack said. "Ugh.. please go away. I'm married and don't need this." I said trying to get away but his grip tightened on my arms. "No.. listen your husband isn't here and I'm not here to hurt you at all. Your husband isn't here.. isn't that hurting you?" He asked me. "Well yeah, because he's in fucking jail for sticking up for me!" I said getting really annoyed. "Ouch.." He said bringing his lips closer to mine, ugh his breath.. I smelt a mix of alcohol and cigarettes, worse combination ever. "Look, can you just let me goooooooo.... ahhh..." I said as he pressed his lips to the sweet spot on my neck. "You like that don't you babe?" He asked me as I just moaned. He sucked harder and harder and I'm pretty sure a mark will be there, but I don't care he was in control of me and I was actually liking it. "Come with me.." He said leading me into a room with a bed. He pushed me playfully on the bed and kissed me lightly and he continued to. He licked my lower lip and I didn't hesitate at all the grant him axcess at all, our tongues fought for dominace but he won. The kisses than got heated and intensed his hands were than up my shirt and he pulled away and wanted to pull my shirt up.. that's when I realized what I'm doing is wrong. REALLY WRONG. "Oh my God... Zack stop please now." I said as I pushed him off. "Where are you going?" He said grabbing my wrist and not letting go.. of course he grabs the wrist I've broken and fractured many times. "Away from you.. what I'm doing is wrong.." "No it's not.. come on." He said tightening his grip. "Let go of me!" I yelled. "Stop fighting it!" He yelled back. I fought him to let my go, but his grip tightened and I just got pissed. I just went to my last resort.. "Fine.. come here.." I said trying to be seductive.. and his eyes widened completely. His hands we on my hips and I just looked him in the eyes. In one quick motion I grabbed his balls and squeezed as hard as a could and when he was gone I kicked him there as hard as I could. "Fucking bitch!" I yelled and ran out quickly. I ran into Kenny and Katherine who were actually quite sober. "I have to talk to you guys tommorrow.. I really have to go now. I made a big regret coming here.." I said but they held me up. "What happened?" They asked me. I just broke down crying right infront of them and they hugged me. They pulled me into the front yard and sat me on the porch both their arms around me. "What's wrong?" Katherine asked. "I went to go pee and I did once I came out Zack, pulled moves on me and I fell for them and I made out with him, but I stopped him when he was trying to remove my shirt. And when I tried to go away he wouldn't let go, so I tried to act seductive and it worked, and I kicked him in the balls as hard as I could and I ran out and now I'm here!" I said all that in between the tears. "At least he go what he deserved.." Kenny said. "I knew he still had a thing for you." Katherine said. "But guys.. I feel like the biggest slut ever.. I just cheated on Phil... I never cheated on anyone before.. It's a terrible feeling." I said crying harder as they pulled my closer. "You did the right thing though.." They both said. "This was a big mistake coming here... I wanna go home. My home.. I want my old life back. I made the biggest mistake coming here." I admitted to them. "Kristen, stop you did not." Kenny said. "I did Kenny.. I really did. All I did was give you guys nothing but trouble. I'm sorry, I'll just go back to Chicago and never talk to you guys ever again and make everything back to the way it was before when you barely ever heard from me." They just hugged me tighter and told me to stop saying at those things I was saying. "Kristen... we love you very much. We just missed you alot. We know life is very hard for you right now, but don't worry.. better things are coming. Your birthday is next month, Phil comes back next month and in August you're going to become a mother." Kenny said. I just couldn't help but smile. "Your right.." I said wiping my tears away. "Go home.. we'll visit you tommorrow and pack up all your stuff for you." Katherine said. I stood up and wiped my tears still. "Thank you guys.. I appreciate it. See you tommorrow." I said hugging them both and walking to my car. I got into the front seat and rolled down the window and shouted. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" To Kenny and he smiled at me as I drove away. What a trip it's been in Jersey.. I just can't wait to be back in Chicago.



To be continued...

Dear Readers, So i actually wanted to get this up earlier, but due to a couple of reasons that I don't feel like explaning I'm gonna let my friend from Big Time Rush Kendall Schmidt explain..

Kendall- Hello guys! Well as you know uh.. It's summer for Kristen and that means it's time for her to become lazy and not wanna do anything as usual.. Also Krissie... if I can all he Krissie hasn't been the happiest lately. Let's just say durning the end of the school year Krissie met this boy.. and she developed feelings for him, and the boy kinda did, but he didn't want her as girlfriend.. he wanted to use her.. and Krissie being completely oblivious let him play her like a violin and when she was treated like shit time and time again she went back to him. Than one day Krissie had enough and she just said she's done. Since than the boy has moved on and now has a girlfriend and Krissie talked to him recently and she asked him KINDLY if she can know the name of the girl and he said no. What a jerk right? So now Kristen is having trouble moving on from this jerkoff of a boy. Also.. Kristen is going to Florida is July for her 16th birthday and she planned to have episode 8, which is Kat and Justin's wedding up on the 17th but that's not gonna happen because she'll still be in Florida. Also Kristen got back from New York City Saturday night and she got her early birthday present a Henrik Lundqvist Jersey that she finally got and she's really happy about that but upset cause it's hot and she can't wear it out. Her Birthday is July 16th btw and she's love presents.. mainly money because she's broke as a joke.  So Krissie is making her life hard on herself because she misses the guy she had feelings for but she's slowing moving on and taking it all one step at a time... Did I do good Kristen?!?! Yes this whole thing is mixed up with stories and hopefully it makes sense, but I need to get back to my pet pig Yuma and enjoy my cinnamon rolls even though it isn't Cinnamon roll Wednesday, oh and see you August 18th Kristen at our BTR concert in NJ? k? Okay bye! :)

Yes... yes Spiderman.. or Kenall you did do good. So yeah guys.. I haven't been the happiest lately thanks to Kendall's explaining.. but slowly I'm getting over this. And yes I have also been lazy. And I'm trying to get this third and final part up by Friday.. no promised but i will TRY my hardest. Now if you'll excuse me I'm watching Johnny Bravo and Power Puff Girls are coming up next so yeah I'm gonna go and sorry for any spelling mistakes.. okay bye guys :) xx.