My Career Season 6 Episode 4

(Flashback, Punk's POV)


She sat their, in our bed coughing up a storm. She's a mess, but I still think she's gorgeous. "Babe, I made you soup" I said heading into the room holding some soup for her. She began to cough again. "Thanks ya." She said groggy. She really doesn't sound good. I feel bad for her. "Not feeling much better?" I asked sitting right beside her on the bed. "Eh... could be-" she looked into the bowl and it was alphabet soup and it spelt I love you. "Correction, it couldn't be better, it is better." I smiled at her. "And why is that?" She moved the hair in my eyes. "Because your here caring for me." She smiled back and kissed me... Only a few months of dating and I love her with all my heart..


(Normal, Punk's POV)


Well.. love gets to you sometimes. Its only been like a few weeks, and Kristen and I have barely talked at all. I mean, isn't everything suppose to be perfect? Don't we all think life should be perfect? Don't we just wish we could be perfect in life? Truth is we all really can't be perfect in life. I try to be a good husband, I know that I am. But what the hell did I do? I didn't do anything bad did I? Then what's up with that? *Dam, i sound like Shane Helms right there* Maybe Kat is right.. maybe she is just homesick. But she sure doesn't seem it. Or does she? Damn, women can be a pain sometimes, especailly when there on there you know what. Thats just tough. Kristen even says when she's on it, she should kick me in the balls once a day for that week, just so I can feel her pain. Uh.. nope I'm good! "Man, Punk! You alright man?" Justin asked shaking me. "Uhh, yeah. Just thinking a little bit." "Really? What about." "Just.. stuff." "You know, your just like your frikking wife, complicated and not telling the turth." "Wow. Dude, wow." "ITS TURE!!!!!" "Alright, it is. We just think alike with that sometimes." "Well, are you two thinking alike that now?" He asked. "What the fuck are you talking about?" I asked giving him an odd look. "You two, seem to be like.. avoiding each other." "No, we aren't were fine man, don't worry about it. Just worry about what Nexus needs to worry about alright?" "Alright, just one question." "What?" "WHY THE FUCK ARE WE JOGGING IN 20 DEGREE WEATHER!!!!" He yelled almost wanted to pass out. "BECAUSE WE CAN, WE WILL AND IT MAKES US BETTER THAN EVERYONE!!!!!" I yelled back, he just nodded and we continued to jog. Back to thinking...


(Normal, Kat and Justin's Appartmen 3:45pm)


"GIVE ME FRIKKING ICE CREAM!!!!" I yelled at Kat. "Well, someone's a little mad." Heather said. I gave her a look and she turned away watching TV. "Alright, jeez. Happy?" Kat said handing me my ice cream. "Thank yous!!!!" I said eating it. "Why are we watching this?" I asked. "BECAUSE WE CAN!!!" Kat yelled. "Dude, Jersey Shore frikking sucks, and its true! I'm nothing like these girls! Put on Big Time Rush or something like that!" "Fine." Kat said flipping the channel. "You guys really obbsess, over these boys alot don't you?" "Uhh... kinda." We both said. "Gosh, well I'll see you guys tommorrow in California." "Later." Kat and I both said. We both watched some of Big Time Rush than Kat finally decided to talk. "Alright, whats up?" She asked getting up and heading into the kitchen. "What?" I followed after her "Whats the matter?" "What the hell do you mean I'm fine!" "You have been thinking alot these past few weeks." "Its nothing.. just stuff.." I looked down. "You are just like your frikking husband, not telling the truth and complicated!" *Oh... what have we here?? xD* "Wow, Dude wow." *I swear me and Punk say Dude way to much!* "Seriously, what is the major problem." She paused and pointed her finger at me. "AND DON'T TELL MY HOMESICK BECAUSE YOU AREN'T!" "I will, bite your finger off." "ANSWER THE DAM-" "PUT THE FUCKING FINGER DOWN!" I yelled. "Oh shit, I'm sorry! Ahahaa." "Sorry, its just.." I looked up at the cieling shook my head and looked back down at the floor. "Just..?" "Ever since, Vince spoke to us, in his office, him finding out, Lita returning, but theres one main thing that I'm upset about." "And thats?" "You really wanna know?" "Yeah. TELL ME!!!" She pleaded. "Alright, Punk joining Nexus. Ever since, he joined that group, he became a real asshole. It's like were kinda avoiding each other." Tears began to build up in my eyes, but I held them back as hard as i could. "Oh... thats what! And Justin and I asked you, if you were okay with this and you said yes!" I looked up at her. "Oh what can I say..." The tears came pouring down and my voice started to crack. "Ima faker!" I began to cry even more and more, Kat sat me down and confronted me. "Listen, don't worry about it, I'm telling Justin about this, and we are telling Punk tommorrow nite!" "Can't you just like, not tell. And it will be fine? Cause like... i don't want anything to happen." "Oh and as if anything could get worse? Him avoiding you more, causing you going crazy? And you to.. you know what you did that one time to yourself?" "What?" "You with the.." "Oh yeah.. that." Surprisingly that one time I cut myself, the scar is gone. Punk was there that day, just him no one else.. "Why don't I just tell Punk?" She asked. "Could you please? I don't wanna..." I looked back down and cried some more. "Easy, its alright. I will." Kat said smothering me into a hug. "Thank God, Punk isn't here." I said. "Don't worry, everything  will be perfectly fine and back to normal by tommorrow nite, i promise you." She said. *I hope soo.* I thought.  I got up, went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirrior. My make-up was all ruined. It was all smuged and stuff, it was just bad. I can't believe that I was to much of a child to tell Punk face to face, man to woman, about how i feel. It's just so weird. Thank God, I'll be heard, accept, im not the one whose saying it Kat is. In life.. I really need to learn to grow up and be a dam woman. Cause right now, I'm acting like a child.


(The next day 7:30 pm, San Diego, California)


I just turned on my laptop and decided to go on twitter, and I'm way behind with my stuff on there. I followed all my fans back replied to some tweets, but not all. Than, finally I realized something, I went on sixbillionsecrets.com and read some of the stories on them. "Don't tell me your on that site again." Kat said sneaking up on me. "Yes! I am! Its so sad, yet so addicting!!!" I said back. "Oh my gosh, they are true, yet they make me cry!" "Dude, they make me cry to but i love them!" "Crazy, crazy bitch of mine." "Oh.. you know.. you know." I continued to look at the stories and I didn't relaize she was gone until i turned around ten minutes later...


(Punk's POV)


"Alright, guys. Go find something to do. Be back here at nine and I'll discuss with what's good for tonight, alright?" "Yes sir." They answered and Heath, David, Husky, and McGillicuddy went off. Just letting it be me and Justin. "Ready for tonight man." He took a deep breath, but before he could answer Kat came in. "Hey guys!" She said. "Hey baby." Justin said. "Sup." I said to her. "Oh.. nothing much." She looked at Justin and he winked at her. "What's going on?" I asked. "Do, you feel like.. well. Your relationship with Kristen is good?" She asked. I looked at her oddly. "Everything is fine with us." "Fine? Whatever happened to its amazing or it couldn't be any better. Or its just perfect?" Justin commented. "Alright, whats up?" I asked. "Have you noticed how you two have been avoiding each other?" she asked. "Yes, we kinda have." "Well, why do you think that?" "Homesick?" Kat looked at me as if i were just crazy. "NO..NO. YOUR WAY OFF." "Really?" "Yes." Justin said. "Okay, she told you guys whats wrong?" My heart began to sank. "She told me." Kat said. "Well what is it?" I asked. "She... she hates the fact that your in Nexus." "Oh..." "Like really hates it, the only memeber she's cool with in the group is Justin. And you begin the leader and being friends with them makes her upset. Like really upset, when you two guys went for jogging yesterday, she was crying her eyes out when she told me." "So. This is why she's upset. Me joining Nexus? If she just told me she didn't like it i would have quit for her." "But see, you liked the idea at first and you neglected her, and she was at our appartment for those days you were out with the guys. So, technically, you made her upset. She just wanted you." Justin said. I looked at them both in shock. I just can't believe what I'm hearing. They are right, i pretty much did neglect her and all. Shit, i screwed up really bad. Really bad. "I need to make this better. KAT! Get me a Pepsi. AND JUSTIN! Go get me some sour patch kids! They help me think!" They nodded and headed off to get my things. I just need sometime to think and make things better, not sure what I'm gonna come up with but I'm sure, it will makes things better for me and Kristen.

(Normal)

I'm still on sixbillionsecrets.com but I'm also listening to some of my music on my ipod. Of course, I'm listening to Big Time Rush's number one hit Til I Forget About You, I've been listening to this non-stop for like the past month, cause the whole Punk angle and everything. Just yeah. Its been kinda hard for me. If you all haven't realized. But, at least were still together, I mean I'm sure Punk and I will always be. Oh.. no time to think! I need to prepare for my match! Tonight I'm taking on Melina and Alicia in a two on one handicap match. Vince has kinda been making it hard for me. AS IF ANYTHING ELSE COULD GET WORSE! But whatever, I got changed into my attire laced up my boots, did my own make-up and hair. Even though i could get it donw by the make-up people here, i just didn't wanna take the walk to the other side of the builiding, so i did it myself. *Its time to dye my hair again* I thought to myself *Its turning redish orange and i can't stand it. Sometime soon I'll dye it* (For the record, I really don't dye my hair) I flipped my hair and headed out to my match.

(Kristen vs Melina and Alicia Fox)

I put my smile on for the crowd and came out all energentic holding my title over my shoulder. Slapped some of the crowd's hands, made my way into the ring. Than Alicia and Melina came out. They finally got into the ring and i just "full speed ahead!" as Punk says whenever I have a match, took big advantage first. I as I'm told murdered Alicia, than finally i got tired let her tag Melina in, completly kicked her ass, then decided to finish her with the Third Degree and just for a change of plan to end the match, put the Anaconda Vise on her. I like NEVER use this move anymore. I titened my grip as hard as i could than she couldn't even move and i made her pass out. "HERE IS YOUR WINNER... KRISTENNN!!!!" Justin Roberts said. I asked for a microphone and I just had to say a few things. "Lita! I'm gonna get to you, and when I do. You will be SORRY forever coming back to WWE. BECAUSE I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE BETTER THAN YOU!!!" I threw the mic and left the ring.

(Backstage)

I watched the rest of RAW in the locker room with Kat, i changed back into my clothes. My jeans, brown uggs, tanktop and my Victoria's Secret Pink hoodie. Nexus came out and i locked my eyes on the TV. Kat even had to ask me to move sometimes, I did but i still had my eyes locked on it. "Now as the new leader on Nexus, I said before there are gonna be some changes around here on this show. And there has." Punk said. I saw him look at Justin and Justin winkedat him. Don't now what that means. "Justin Gabriel, the high flyer from Cape Town, South Africa. Do you have something to say?" Punk asked. "Well yes Punk. Nexus made me who I was today and I just.. you know this is quite hard for me to say but you get the point." "You sure have made your point Justin and so have I on what I think about Nexus!" Than BAM! Punk punched David Otunga right in the face! Justin hit Heath than the both started hitting Husky and McGillicuddy. I was just in complete shock and I couldn't move. Kat just had a giant smirk on her face and nodding her head up and down. The crowd was cheering, yet some were kinda surprised, and booing. Than Justin and Punk stopped beating them up and stood together raising their hands up just as if they won a tag team match. My insides were just tingling with joy. Ever get that feeling when you exctied about something you got? Yup, that just happened to me. After a few minutes of me just being in shock. Kat pulled out her phone took me by her hand and dragged me to the Nexus locker room.

(Nexus locker room)

I walked in and saw Punk and Justin standing there. I just wanted to like tackle Punk, but i didn't i held myself back. Kat nugged Punk and so did Justin. "Kristen. You know for sure, I'm not good with speeches." "Oh.. your not that bad. Your quite well." He smiled at me than got serious. "Alright here goes. This past month.. wasn't good at all for us. At all. I ignored you, i neglected you. And I've been wanting to be with you, but.. I just wasn't there because I thought joining Nexus was good for me. But I realized something. It kept me away from you. I'm very sorry about this." He came closer to me and put his hands on my hips. "I need to know something.. will you take me back?" I sighed and looked at him got lost into his eyes than focused back to reality. "Phil.. you were honest with me. And I'm glad you were. You know I love you more than life itself on this planet and I know you do the same for me. And, these almost seven years with you have been amazing. And to answer your question yes, Phillip Jack Brooks, I will take you back." He smiled at me and I smiled back at him. He picked me up and twirled me around. Than he set my down and kissed me. "You don't know how much i missed kissing you!" He said. I held his hand and leaned on him. In the corner of my eye I saw Justin and Kat smiling. "I love you Kristen Brooks." I looked up at him. "I hate you Phil Brooks." he smiled down at me and kissed me again. Well I have him back and I'm happy. We headed back to our locker room and when we got there... it was TRASHED... Spray paint was all over it, my clothes were all over the place, same with Punk's Kat's and Justin's. "WHO THE FUCK DID THIS!!!!" I yelled. There was a note on the desk and Kat handed it to me. "Dear Kristen, screw you and everything you have. When I beat you, there will be nothing left except you being put to shame in WWE history. Signed Lita." I read out loud. "OH HELL NO SHE DID NOT JUST DO THIS!!!" I yelled. Punk rubbed my shoulders. And tried to calm me down and he kinda did. But still I was extremly pissed off about this. I'm not done with her... at all..

To be continued...

Hey guys! I just wanted to say something when I mean the date 11-13-10... it does mean forever<3
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