My Career Season 8 Episode 1

(The Slammy Awards; No POV; A week and a half later)


"And the nominee for Diva of the year goes to.." Lita said as she was about to announce Diva Of The Year. "KRISTEN!!" She said as she read the card. Kristen's music hit the arena and she came out in a sparkly blue dress with her titles and a big smile on her face. She walked over to the podium and looked at her old enemy in the eye, they both smiled at each other and exchanged a hug. Kristen took the slammy from Lita and put her titles on the podium holding her slammy. "Wow.." She said looking off into the crowd still smiling. "You guys truely are the best, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be standing here today as your Diva of the Year and your Undisputed Women's Champion." She said looking out into the crowd then back at her slammy. "This Slammy means that I am the best. It also proves if you work hard enough you can make your dreams come true. For all the little ones in the crowd tonight I want you to know. If you have a dream and if someone shoots you down about not accomplishing it, just don't let it get to you and achieve your goal. Whatever your walk in life is, you pick what you want to be. Then go ahead and be the best one. And you guys my wonderful fans have gotten me here today." She said as the crowd cheered for her. "Well, all good things must-" She was saying as she was rudely interuppted by Beth Pheonix. "Waah, waah, waah." Beth said coming out in her ring gear. "Do you honestly think, these people wanna see you? Cause I sure as hell don't! You don't even deserve that Slammy award, give this to me!" She said taking Kristen's Slammy. Kristen got in her face said a few words that no one could her and punched her right in the face as hard as she could and threw her back into the curtain leading Beth backstage. She grabbed her slammy that was on the floor and went back to the podium. "Well, now that the trash has been taking out.. all good things must come to an end." She said looking out into the crowd again. "So of you may not understand but.. this has been the best five almost six years of my life performing for the WWE. I'm leaving guys. I hate to say this, I don't wanna leave but I must. Rumors have been going around and those rumors are true. I am, infact pregnant." She said as the crowd cheered for her knowing that she was pregnant. "This is a very hard thing to do... Let's just make this short and sweet. I love you guys, I love wrestling, and I love performing for each and every single one of you for the past couple of years. This isn't the last time you'll see me. I'll be back." Kristen said taking her slammy and her titles. She went over to center stage and placed her titles on the floor side by side with her Slammy in the middle raising her hand taking in one last crowd reaction. She walked away knowing that this is gonna be something she's gonna miss.


(On the stage at the Second City Saint's Variety Hour with Colt Cabana; Normal)


"And know, since we've seen the video clip lets bring out the girl herself.. ladies and gentlemen.. KRISTEN!!" Colt said. Yes, this is the first episode of Colt's new TV show and I'm the first guest so this show is gonna get some views. I made my way out on stage with a smile on my face and I was surprised on how many people were in the crowd live for this. BTW this was my outfit fot the show:

(And I love Demi if you haven't noticed the new pic up top.. babahaha)

"Hi!" I said waving to the fans then hugged Colt real quick. "Okay, make yourself at home, have a seat." Colt said sitting back in his chair as I sat on the couch that was set up. "So Kristen," Colt began. "So Colt," I said back. "We've known each other for about almost ten years know." He said. "Yes, yes we have." I said smiling. "So, I'm sure everyone in the audience wants to know, we've seen how you act in the ring, but what are you like outside the ring is what the fans want to know. So what's the real Kristen like?" He asked. "Well Colt, you obbviously know what I'm like." I said smiling at him. "Yeah, what fun for me." He said and the crowd laughed. "Well, uh.. let's just say the real Kristen is crazy.." I said. "And a bitch.." Colt said, then I stood up and smacked him. "I am not!" I said. "You guys in the crowd saw that right!? She hits me all the time!" He yelled. "Well you deserve it!" I yelled back. "God, we're gonna need more security around here." "We're gonna need an ambulance by the time this show is over." I said laughing. "HAHAHA, very funny." "I know right!?" I said, and he rolled his eyes. "But seriously guys, this girl is the most sweetest, craziest, and kindest girl on the planet. She bought me alphabet soup when I was sick, how nice is that?" He asked. "I'd say pretty damn nice!" I said. "Okay, onto the next question.." He said looking at his notecard. "You have notecards?" I asked. "Yeah, well question cards." "How come I didn't get one?" I asked. "Because, I'm the host and your the guest." He said. "But.. I want a card." I said fake pouting causing laughter in the crowd. "So not only what I said before about you is true, your also the biggest baby ever." Colt said. "AM NOT!" I shouted. "Okay," He said rolling his eyes. "The people also want to know, does it feel strange being out of wrestling?" I sighed at the question. "Of course it feels strange. I'm home everyday and you know the saying, home is were the heart is? Yeah, i changed that saying mine is, the wrestling ring is where the heart is." "Man, so upsetting." "Yeah I know." "Well.. Mrs.Brooks, if we can call you that, because everyone wants to know.. who the daddy is of that little one in there." He said pointing at my stomach which is getting slightly bigger and bigger everyday. I looked down and smiled at my stomach and rubbed it. "Well..." I said still smiling. "Let's just say.. he's been my best friend for many years and has always been there for me." Colt said. "And let's just say.. he's the WWE champion.." I said still smiling. "Ladies and gentleman.. the daddy is.. CM PUNK!" Colt said and everyone was in awe or the clapped. Punk isn't here, he's at the gym hopefully watching this. "Yes, I am having CM Punk's baby." I said. "Well, how did you two... ya know.. decide when the.. time was ya know.. right?" Colt asked. "Well... uh..." I said hesitating to answer. "..it just happened I guess?" I said unsure. "Unsure much?" He asked. "Well, yeah.." I said. "Was it good?" He asked. "Okay Colt.. shut up now." I said. "We wanna know!" He said as the crowd agreed. "FINE! We did it on his 33rd birthday and a pair of handcuffs, a whistle was invovled along with a water gun! That enough information for you!?" I said. He was just in disbelief I even said that. "I'll never look at you two the same way again... EVER." "You wanted to know.. soo.. And you know what I realized?" I said. "What.." "How your like nailing his sister. I find that to be.. little I don't know.. cute but strange. She moved in with you after two weeks of dating." "What can I say.. we move fast." He smirked. "Oh God.." I said. "So.. do you know if it's a boy or girl?" He asked. "I have no idea. I don't find out for awhile." "Any names picked out for it?" "Colt.. we just found out three weeks ago that I was pregnant it's still growing I don't know what it is yet." I said. "Damn, chill pill." He said. "Sometimes when I talk to you, its like I'm talking to a frikking wall." I said. "I can't help it if Momma Cabana dropped me as a baby." He said. I gave him a looked then turned to the crowd and shrugged. "I mean.. I guess.. oh nevermind." I said. "Anyways a couple of more questions cause we're almost out of time." He said. "Are you serious?" I asked. "Yeah" "Man it feels like I just got here." "Time flys, so anyways the question is, did Punk ever convert you to being StraightEdge?" "No, I was already StraightEdge when I met him, I knew that it ment and everything. So, that pretty much kicked it off with us." "Next question, when did you two meet?" "He was my trainer when I joined wrestling school in the first day." I said smiling remebering the day. "Aww, she's smiling guys!" Colt said making me laugh. "Okay, so we're all out of time today guys!" Colt said. "Aw! And just when I was having fun!" I said fake pouting. "There's plenty of other times for you to come back." Colt said smiling at me as I shrugged. "Bye guys we'll see you next week on The Second City Saints Variety Hour!" Colt said as I waved. The show cut off the air and wow, that was pretty cool. Him and I both good up and headed backstage. "Dude, that was amazing!" I said to him. "I know, I'm sweating like crazy look!" He said taking off his suit jacket showing the sweat stains from his shirt. "Poor Natalie.." I said, then I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around and I saw Punk with a boquet of flowers in his hand. "Oh my God!" I said taking the flowers hugging him. "I thought you were at the gym?" I asked. "The gym can wait, I wanted to see my baby.. and little baby." He said pointing at my stomach as I smiled. "We're good, its like I don't know how to describe it, it's not kicking just like.. I don't know." I said. "Aww.. Momma Brooks." He said pulling me into a hug. Ever since we found out I was pregnant he's been calling me Momma Brooks, makes sense right? "Colt are you seriously sweating that much?" Punk asked as we both looked at Colt who was STILL sweating. "Yes, don't even bring up the time about my boner problem, my knee-pit fetish or the time I shit myself." Punk and I just looked at each other. "I wasn't even gonna bring that up, but since you did.." "Thanks for bringing back up those memories from Ring of Honor." I said shivering at those memories. "You loved them don't lie." Colt said. "Sure, whatever." I said. "I'll see you guys around I got some business to attend too." He said walking away leaving me and Punk. "So.. the gym is two block away.." Punk said, I rolled my eyes at him. "Fine, we'll go to the gym." Then my eyes widened. "I GET TO TRAIN YOU!" I exclaimed. "Wooah, take it easy there killa." He said, but I stuck my tongue out at him. We both headed outside to where the Hummer was waiting.. god I love that car. We both hopped in and we put the radio on, normally I'd wanna listen to it, but this time I went into the glove campartment and grabbed a CD that I never played before and put it in the CD player. "What CD is this?" Punk asked. "Oh.. you'll see." I said smirking. The first song The Final Epsiode by Asking Alexandria played. (Now.. I warn you.. if you are a brave soul and if you like screamo music please.. take a listen... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaSz6FnRqgo ..soo yeah, I like this kindof music not all don't worry bahaha so if your brave please take a listen) I just jammed out to the song and Punk kept looking at me every few seconds. "Damn, since when did you like this kindof music?" He asked me lowering the volume. "Ehh, for awhile you could say.. OH MY PART IS COMING UP!" I said then the music turned into like techno beat I guess you could say.. "You need a doctor baby? You scared?" I sang then it turned into screaming so I didn't scream cause don't wanna lose my voice. The song ended then the next Asking Alexandria song A Prophecy played (again if your brave listen if you'd like... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzHtmWWg670) "I never knew you liked intsense music like this." Punk said as we got to the gym. "I was always the rocker chick in high school." I said shrugging as he put his arm around me as we walked into the gym. He headed into the mens locker room and changed and I waited for him. "Oh, I'm in heaven right now." He said coming out in his gym shorts and I white tanktop. "Why?" I asked him. He ran over to a boat load of weight on the weight rack. "This is why." "Oh good Lord." I said. "Can you make me my protein shake while I strecth?" He asked me giving me his shake bottle thing with his protien powder. "Yeah." I said going to get a bottle of water and mixing the shake. "This reminds me when my brother use to life weight when he was seventeen" I said, "I use to lift weight with his sometime and he use to take protein shakes and he made me take one, it was pretty damn good." "No wonder you could lift weight while you trained so easily." He said doing push-ups. "OHH!!! This is chocolate the good one!" I said freaking out. "Yes, it is." Punk said now doing jumping jacks. "Can I taste it?" I asked after i finished mixing it. "Just one sip." He said. I did as he said and put it down on the bench, "So frikking good." I said sitting on the bench as well. So he did his workout, lifting weight on the treadmill doing sprints and all that other stuff, then went back to weights. "Babe your doing to much, your gonna hurt yourself." I said going over to him as he was looking at himself in the mirror doing weights. "No, I'm not. I do this all the time." He said still doing weights. I rolled my eyes and looked at my phone, "Oh whatya know." I said looking at my phone, I had two missed calls that were from my brother. "What?" He asked FINALLY putting the weights down. "My brother called me." I said returning his call, on the second ring he answered. "About time you picked up." He said. "What do you want?" I asked. "We're on our way to your house flying over there now." "Uh.. why?" I asked. "Because, I have a meeting in Chicago and we need a place to stay for the next few days." He said. "Why my place?" I asked. "Because, your my sister and you wanna see your nephew and niece." "I swear to God, if you leave me with them and Katherine-" I was saying but he caught me off. "No, its gonna be you and Phil with my kids." "Why?" I asked. "Because, your pregnant and if you wanna learn how to have kids, there perfect for training." "Phil and I can already handle your kids better than you and Katherine anways." I said. "HAHAHAA, very funny." He said. "I know." I said. "Look, we'll be over in like a about two hours." "Sure, we'll be there. See you there." "Bye." "Bye." I said hanging up. "There coming over in a two hours?" Punk asked taking a sip of his drink. "Yeah, he has a meeting in Chicago for the next few days." I said. "I'm almost done, gimme about a half hour?" He asked. "Sure thing." I said sitting back on the bench playing Cut The Rope on my phone. I'm literally obbsessed with this game. I glanced up a few minutes later and by now Punk's shirt was off..yum.. And he was sweating like fucking crazy..double yum.. He was lifting weights yet again, but this time even more weight than last time he was lifting. "You need to take a break from the gym." I said when he stopped. "No I don't. If I don't lift, run or anything I'll feel bad. The gym is my life." He said. "Oh.. I've been replaced by a gym.. I see how it is." I said fake pouting and turning away. I heard him sigh and he wrapped his arms around my waist from the behind. "I'm just kidding your my life." He said kissing my cheek. I just smiled and turned around and placed my forehead against his. "This is so going on the internet." I turned around and saw Selene with her phone and took a picture of us. "The fuck? Why are you here?" Punk asked. "I take an aerobics class here and I came into buy a water and I see you two in here." She said. "Lemme see your phone?" I said and she handed me her phone. The picture was adorable, you could see Punk smiling down at me and the mirror showed a reflection and you could see me smiling too. So adorable. "Send that to me NOW." I said. "Already on it." She said taking her phone back. "We better head back home." Punk said, grabbing his shirt and his drink. "I'll see ya around." Selene said getting her water. "Later." I said as Punk and I walked away.


(An Hour and a Half Later)


It was right there... My Ipod and my Ihome.. yet so far away. I was laying on the couch and my Ipod was on the coffee table and the Ihome was on the other side of the room where the TV is and I'm to lazy to get up. I'm a lazy person. VERY LAZY. "PUNK!" I yelled. "WHAT!?" he yelled back. "Plug in my ipod to the ihome!" I shouted "Your right there though!" He shouted back. "UGH fine!" I said getting up, oh the effort. I grabbed my ipod and walked over to the ihome and selected The Last Fight by Bullet For My Valentine and put it on full blast and placed it in the ihome. "Well... I hope the neighbors like this song.." I said before hitting play and BOOM. The song blasted all over the house I loved it. "LOVE THIS SOOONGGG!!!!!" I heard Punk yell. I smiled and jumped on the coffee table and danced. (if your honestly wondering.. I really do jump on the coffee table in my house blast music and dance.. I know I'm such an odd child but you all love me! ;D) After the song was over, my stomach began to bother me. "Baby isn't happy!" I said getting off the table shutting my ipod off then heading upstairs to change out of my outfit. "Where are your sweatpants?" I asked Punk. "In the closet." "Good, I love those sweatpants, so comfy." I said grabbing his black sweat pants, his old ring of honor zip up jacket, a white tanktop and my slippers. I'm only baby sitting so might as well as be comfy. Punk was only wearing his gym shorts and a black hoodie. Believe me, him and I live in sweatshirts, jeans hoodies and sweatpants in the winter. I came out of the bathroom and I just watched TV in the living room with Punk with all the dogs surrounded by us. "They should be here soon." I said with Shelby in my lap holding her like a baby. "Soon, that will be an actual baby." Punk said, I smiled at him and kissed him. He kissed me back and as soon as I was about to kiss him back the door bell ring. "Every fucking time I tell you. Every fucking time." I said getting up and I heard Punk laughing. I opened the door and BOOM. Taken away by a hug by Bently. "ALRIGHTY!" I said getting him off of me he just nailed me right in the stomach. "I'm sorry." He said. "It's all good." I said as he went to Punk. "Good afternoon bitches." I said to them. "Right infront of my kids?" Kenny asked. "It's not like there gonna learn those words in the furture." I said. "Still, she's still the sarcastic little teenager she was when I started to come around." Katherine said. "Believe me, he's worse. You've seen him on TV." I said pointing to Punk. "What?" He asked coming over. "Your more sarcastic than me." I said. "No really? I am?" he asked. "OHH AMBER!" Punk said taking her from Katherine. "Well Katherine and I are going to get lunch we'll be back in a couple of hours." Kenny said. "Later." I said shutting the door. "WAIT!" Katherine said, handing me a baby bag. "This is for Amber and Bently's toys are in here." "Thanks. Bye." I said shutting the door yet again sometimes, people just get on my nerves. "Can I see your WWE Belt?" Bently asked Punk. "Well first, it's a Championship TITLE." He said emphasizing the title part. "Can I see it?" He asked. "Uh.. well.." He said looking at me but I just shrugged. "It's uh.. let's play a video game!" Punk said turning on the Xbox 360 handing me Amber, who is now starting to sit up and crawl faster. I continued to hold her on the couch and I watched Phil and Benlty play the new smackdown vs raw game and Bently kicked Phil's ass. "I WIN!" He shouted. "Damn." I heard Phil say as he looked back at me. I smiled back then back at Amber who was trying to break free from my grip. She started to get irritated and began to cry. Shit.shit.shit.shit. I always hate it when a baby or kid cried. Always have always will. Like you'll be in a store, then the kid or baby looks at you then crys. Just what did I do that made you cry? It gets me upset. "Punk help. Please, NOW." I said, he dropped the controller came over to me and placed her on the floor and she crawled off over the Bently. "She just wanted her brother." Punk said as we watched Bently hug his little sister. "Reminds me of me and how my brother were." I said smiling, then my smile disappeared. "Now he just wants me to watch his kids so him and Katherine can have 'alone time'." I said shivering even thinking about what those two do. Punk just shook his head at me and sat next to me put his arm around me. "Don't get mad." He said. "I'm not getting mad." I said folding my arms. "I can tell you are, you have that pissed of look on your face." He said. "No I don't dammit." I said. "I FOUND IT!!!" Punk and I both looked upstairs and we saw Bently at the top of stairs holding Punk's WWE Championship. "Fucking God, how did he find it!?" Punk said getting up running up the stairs. "You seriously need to find better hiding places..."


(Kenny's POV)


"Should we get a bottle of wine and split it?" Katherine asked, but I really wasn't paying attention. "Babe, I'm right here listen." She said snapping her fingers in my face, which I hate so much. "I'm listening okay?" I said back. "Then what did I just say?" She asked. "It doesn't matter." I said leaning back at the table. We finally found some place to just eat, but me I'm honestly not in the mood. "What's wrong?" She asked me, I wasn't actually gonna tell her but I sighed. "Kristen and Phil." I said. "What about them?" She asked. "They really shouldn't be together in all honesty. They act so strange and I barely know him and how long have they been dating for? And now there having a kid together?" I asked. "They dated for about seven and a half years and have been married for a whole year. I think they are prefect for each other." "Okay, well why do you think?" I asked. "They both like tattoo art." She said. "Yeah, and have you seen there tattoos? Especailly Phil's? Who the tattoos fucking pancakes and ice cream on themself?" Seriously, who does that? "Kristen's are amazing." "She probably has his name tattooed on her.. kooka." I hesitated saying. "Your sister would never, she's not that stupid." I just raised an eyebrow at her. "We're talking about my sister, the one who thought fish was a type of meat and who trips over everything." "You thought fish was a type of meat too." She said. "I was only joking!" I excalimed. She just rolled her eyes at me. "Point I'm making about them is that, he broke her heart in the summer, which I don't like at all and she fucking takes him back." I said through my teeth. "Then why are we even in Chicago having them watch out kids?" She asked. "Because, if he turely loves her, he would stay with her to watch Bently and Amber." "You think he wouldn't?" She asked. "Yeah, he doesn't look like that father type. And from his whole 'StraightEdge' gimmick thing, he looks like that guy that would go out to a bar every night, get drunk, and do drugs." "Is it because of the tattoos?" "No, he looks like it." I said. "You are still so over protective of her and she's gonna be thirty in July and have her first kid by this time next year, I think she knows to make good decisions." That just left me thinking.. Does Kristen really know how to make good decisions? Or is she still the dumb little teenager she always was deep down..?


(Punk's POV; Two Days Later; On The Tour Bus; 10:30pm)


"Momma Brooks is hungry." Kristen said all the way on the other side of the tour bus. Two days have know gone by and Kristen's brother, Kenny is freaking me out. When him and Katherine came that day, he brought us back a think of wine and a 6 pack of beer? I don't know about you, but Christmas was awhile ago and I gave it back to him and he's like oh I forgot you don't drink. Have you not seen what's tattooed on my stomach and my knuckles? Damn. "PUNK! YOUR WIFE WON'T SHUT UP ABOUT FOOD!" Kat yelled where Kristen was. "I HEARD!" I yelled back. Not only do I have Kristen here, Kat and Justin I here to, since I'm such a nice person I'd hitch them a ride and since Kristen won't be bored she has Kat and since I won't be bored I have Justin. "How do you do it man?" I asked Justin. "Believe me, I don't know honestly. Love is a strange thing." He said, "Yeah tell me about it." I said getting up and making Kristen hot pockets. She's been craving this things like mad. "You think your kids gonna be a boy?" Justin asked. "I hope, I want a boy." I said proudly. A girl would be nice to have but a boy would be awesome. Phillip Jack Brooks the Second.. nice ring to it doesn't it?  "DEL ZOTTO SCORES!!! FUCK YES AND WE'RE STILL WINNING!" Kristen yelled as I walked in giving her, her food. I looked at the TV, and her favorite hockey team the Rangers were playing. "Can we go back to the Hawks game now?" Kat asked looking up from her computer. "Sure, we're at intermission so go ahead." Kristen said then ate her food. "AND PATRICK MOTHER FUCKIN' KANE SCORES!!!" Kat yelled as well as I covered my ears. "IS THIS GONNA STOP SOON!?" I yelled. "Yeah." Kristen said with a mouth full of food. "It's not nice to eat with your mouth full." Kat said. "Let me do what I want." Kristen said making Kat rolled her eyes. "Put back the Rangers." Kristen said. "It's fucking intermission." Kat said. "So?" "Ugh, fine." Kat said switching the TV going back on her computer. "Whatcha looking at kiddo?" I asked looking over her shoulder. "Trying to buy hockey tickets in Febraury for the Rangers against the Blackhawks." "Sweet." I said. "Febraury 16th, four tickets right up in the front." Kat said looking at Kristen. "Buy them." She said smiling. "You have successfully purchased your tickets blah blah blah.." "Punk who are you facing tommorrow night anyways?" Kristen asked, in all honesty.. I don't wanna tell her who I'm facing so I better lie. "Alberto Del Rio." SHIT. Kristen's smile just went to a face of disgust. "Oh.. thats interesting." She said. "WAIT!" Kat said. "What?" Punk and I both said. "Alberto Dorito is injuried, says he hurt his balls." Kat said as Kristen and I read the computer screen reading a spoiler that he's injuried. "Good, now the asshole can't produce kids." Kristen said. "Be nice." I said. "He annoys me, and I hate him." She said getting more mad. "Hey, no getting mad or we drop you off and walk to the arena." "I'm going to sleep." She said getting under the covers. I smiled kissed her forehead and walked out, going to where Justin was. "Oh God." I said sitting down at the table with him but he wasn't paying attention. "What's up dude?" I asked. "Just thinking." He said. "Is it about Kat?" I asked. "Yes." He mumbled. "Don't even think about breaking up with her." I said. "Hell no, I'd never. Just thinking when the hell am I gonna have this wedding with her?" He asked me, then the devil herself came in. "Kristen is trying to sleep so I came out here." She said sitting next to Justin. "So guys when's the wedding?" I asked smirking at them, they both looked at each other and then turned away. "Well?" "We haven't really talked about it yet.." Kat said and Justin nodded. "Not at all?" I asked. "No." They both said. "Well you two are busy I give you that, but maybe in the summer?" I asked, the both nodded. "That does sound pretty good." Justin said and Kat nodded her head more and began to smile. "You gotta love my brain." "You have the best ideas ever." Kat said then looked at Justin who smiled back, causing me to smile.


(Dream; Normal)


"I've never felt so alone in my whole entire life." I mumbled to myself. "Everything we once were, and what we had.. just gone." I continued to talk to myself as it began to rain. "I have no where to go, and I have nothing. No hope, just despiration. Nothing." It began to rain harder and infront of me I saw a baby stroller and heard crying. I ran up to it and saw a baby in there. "You left me with our child, I have no support or anything. There's a black hole in my heart and nothing can fill it back." I looked in the stroller and picked up the baby. "You see this baby here? It was suppose to be ours, but you threw it all away." All around me it was black and dark, I could see nothing, it was just dark. "You played me like a puppet with strings. You told me you loved me, you'd say you'd always be there. Yet you threw me on the ground and treated me like dirt. You never said goobye." I continued to say as the baby cried even harder and harder, causing me to cry and it rained harder and harder. "Forever and Always.. something that I use to believe in because of you, now I don't anymore. I don't know what anything is because your not here anymore." I sat on the ground and tried to calm myself and the baby down. "Everything is crashing down on me, and I can't survive without you here. My time is almost up, I can feel myself slipping away because your not here. It's all gone, all I can do is believe and dream that your still here with me and this baby." I sighed and took a deep breath. "You never said goodbye...."


(Normal 4am)


I woke up and I was all alone in the bed of the tour bus still. I honestly had no idea what was up with that dream, it just scared the living hell out of me. I got up out of bed slowly and saw Punk sleeping on the couch. "Phil.. Phil?" I said rubbing his back waking him up. "What? What's wrong?" He asked groggily. "Nothing, I was just making sure that you were okay." I said as he began to sit up. "Yeah, I'm okay. Are you okay?" He asked. "Yes.." I hesistated slightly to answer. "Did you throw up again?" He asked. "Yeah, I did... I was uhh..yeah I threw up." I said lying. "Okay, come on lets go to bed." He said leading me back to the bed. We layed down and he put his arm around me and kissed me goodnight. I just layed my head on his big chest and listened to his heartbeat. I honeslty don't know what the hell that dream ment. If it's telling something about the future or not, I'm honestly scared. I'm scared for me, Punk and this baby. Little do Punk and I both now that something is gonna change both of our lives in the future..


To be continued...

Dear Readers, next one won't be posted until say.. maybe late January early February I wanna say, cause I'm counting this one as January but I really wanna work on the next one. Like how I said before, I'm posting a chapter a month, but since I'm so nice I gave ya'll a late Christmas present :) On the side note, my grades a pretty good as of now. My lowest grade is a 67 but thats french, all I know is I'm finally passing math! I have a 71 and everything else is a B or A. I'm so happy :) Bahaha, Kristen is happy yet again :D Okay, so this note was kinda pointless. And if there's any spelling/grammar errors I'm sorry I read this really quick. Okay, thats all bye :)