I watched him come back from his match. He was hot, sweaty, tried and pissed off. He just lost and it looked like that he just didn't want to talk right now. I gave Punk his space and gave him time to cool down. "Babe come here.." I heard him say in the bathroom. I got up from the couch in his locker room and saw him standing in the bathroom looking at the mark his oppenent left him on his stomach. "That looks like it hurts." I said staring it his mark, it was red and some of it was bleeding. "Feel it.." He said grabbing my hand and making me touch it. "Doesn't that hurt?" I asked concerned. He flipped his long blonde hair from his face and looked at me. "Yeah, kiss it." He said. I smiled at him and did as he told me. His face scrunched together from the pain and I knew it hurt so I pulled away quickly. "I'm sorry." I said taking a step back. "Why are you taking a step back?" He asked me coming closer. "Because, you were mad just a few minutes ago from losing. So I'm giving you space." He chuckled and smiled at me. "I was, but now that you're here.. I'm not." He said wrapping his arms around my waist. I looked down at the floor then smiled up back at him. I got on my toes and pecked his lips. He leaned back down and kissed me passionatly. He licked my lower lip and I let him slide his tongue in my mouth, we fought each other for dominance and I let him win. "Yo dude! How are you-" He pulled away and gave me a pissed off look then looked at Colt who was behind us. "WHY IS IT THAT WHENEVER I'M TRYING TO KISS HER OR ANYTHING. YOU ARE ALWAYS INTERRUPTING US!?!?" Punk yelled at Colt. "Uh.. I don't know.. I just.. BYE!" He said running out of the locker room. "Oh God." I said looking back at him. "What?" He asked me. "Just what am I gonna do with you?" I asked him wrapping my arms around his neck. "I don't know you tell me..."
"Kristen....? Kristen? KRISTEN!!?!?!" I shook my head and looked back at my Mom. "What? Sorry." I said. "You okay? You where like staring at the wall for like ten minutes straight." She said over exaggerating. "No, I was not." I said. "Then what were you thinking of then?" "Nothing.. I'm fine.."
It was a bright and sunny day out, and I'm home sick with the flu.. or over coming the flu. I've had it for a week and now I'm just over coming it. Punk's coming home tommorrow night and I miss him like crazy. So I got up from my bed and went into the bathroom. Washed my face and brushed my teeth. I looked at myself and the color in my face is coming back, being sick sucked it really did. I blew my nose and ugh so gross. I went down the stairs and saw Ace and Shelby on the couch just relaxing. So cute those two are.. "Hi babies." I said going next to them on the couch and rubbing their bellies. They both smiled at me as I did that. "Aww.." I said smiling, I got up from the couch and headed outside. Small backyard Punk has at his house. I can't wait until we move out of his house and find a new house to live in together.. hopefully that will happen. I looked up at the tree in his yard and thought of when we both climbed it together and kissed in that tree. I've kissed him many times before that, but that time was magically, I knew in that moment I wanted him to be mine forever. I gathered every bit of strength I had in me and climbed up the tree. I hit a spot and sat there looking out in the distance and leaned back and took in the view. I got so lost in the view that I was starting to shut my eyes and nearly fell off. I sighed and hung my legs over the branch and swung my body down so I was hanging upside down, and once I looked down, Punk's face was right by my face. "Baba?" I asked. "What are you doing? You're sick!" He said looking at my strangely. "You're home?" I asked slapping his face lightly making sure I wasn't dreaming. "Yes I'm home. I wanted to surprise you." My heart melted, I just smiled at him and he smiled back. "Come down for there so I can hug you." He said kissing me quickly on the lips. I turned upright and tried to climb down. "Babe, just jump down. I'll catch you." He said opening his arms. I did as he said and he caught me and twirled me around, after he stopped twirling me around and looked me in the eyes, set me down, and kissed me, but I pulled away. "Babe, I'm sick." I said trying to get his lips of of me. "Shhh.. I don't care." He said continuing to kiss me, oh what the hell my sickness is almost gone, so I just kissed him back. "Jump." He whispered. I did as he said and wrapped my legs around his waist, he was walking back to the house and he opened the door and brought is inside and upstairs to our room, while kissing me still. I layed me softly down on the bed giving warm tiny kisses all over my body, in one shot I lifted his shirt over his head and he did the same with me.. "Ready?" He asked me while smirking, I smirked back. "I was born ready."
"She's been staring at nothing all day whenever I've tried talking to her.." I heard my mom say to my dad. It's now 8:30 at night and I've been in my old room ever since dinner ended. I went on my laptop and read all these dirt sheets with false information about Punk being in jail.. saying that he went there for drinking, doing drugs, he punched a cop.. all wrong. One even said about me going into a mental hospital and having to have an abortion because Punk's gone.. I had dirt sheets I really do. I know it's not true what most people post, it just upsets me that those people think it's fine and okay to post things on there that's false. So I've stayed in my room crying and listening to depressing music because of it. I just miss Punk way to much... I may seem like I'm okay, I'm honestly a wreck without him. I'm not thinking right or eating right. I'm hurting Logan which is not good. If only he knew... how much I need him.. I was about to turn my laptop off, but then I got a skype call for Jamila.. I was gonna ignore it but I decided to answer it. "KRISSIE!!!!" She exclaimed. "Hey!" I said happy to see her. "How are you? How are things?" She asked me. "Fine." I said, she just gave me a look. "Quit lying.. just stop. Seriously how are you?" She asked me again. "It's hard... It's really hard." I said. "You'll get through it.. just think it'll be over before you know it." She said smiling which caused me to smile. "DID YOU GET A HOLD OF HER!?!" I knew that voice... "Yeah come here." Jammy said. "KRISSIE!!! MY BITCH!!!" Kat said causing my to laugh. "Hi!" I said. "Okay so, my wedding is July 17th... day after your birthday. You're coming no matter what cause your one of my bridesmaids!" She exclaimed. "Aww! My whore is growing up and getting married! And yes I'm gonna go." I said. "Good, we miss you so much." She said. "I'll be back before you know it." I said smiling. "And someone else will be here before you know it!" She said. "I know." I said smling rubbing my baby bump. "Phil's parents miss you the most.." Jammy said. "No way.. do they really?" I asked. "Phil's mom almost wanted to cry when she heard you left." Kat said. "Oh my God.." That was all I could say. "Colt feels like a lost puppy, he's got no one to annoy. Natalie tried to make him happy, but he's all upset and-" "Kat stop please, I'm gonna cry. But I think me being away is good for awhile. I wanna reconnect with my family and friends out here.. I'll be back though." I said smiling slightly causing them to smile back. "Alright, Krissie my laptop is gonna die, talk to us soon. Please we miss and love you!" Jammy said and Kat smiling. "I miss and love you guys too..
Tell Colt I said to cheer up!" I said and her screen went blank. I just shut my laptop off and sat in the chair thinking.. "Kristen.." My mom said tapping on the door. "Yeah?" I asked looking up. "Phone for you.." She said, then she cracked a smile slightly. "Who is it?" I asked as she handed me the phone. "Someone.." She said than left. "Hello?" I asked. "I've missed your voice so much..." "Phil...?" I asked nearly speechless. "It's me baby.." He said slowly. "How did you-" "Long story short.. you're brother found the police station online called it's number, demanded that they give me your parents home phone number and call you. Thing was I had no idea you left and I kept calling the house and the phone here wouldn't go through to cell phones." "I no longer hate my brother anymore." I said smiling. "I miss you so much.." He said. "Phil, I'm about to cry I thought about our old memories we've had today." "So was I." He said. "Do you know exactly when you get out?" I asked. "Late July.." He said. "Not around my birthday?" I asked frowning even though he couldn't see. "No.. I'm sorry I was hoping." I heard him getting shakey in his voice. A tear rolled down my face and I wiped it away. Before I knew it we were both sobbing over the phone. "Kristen, keep Logan healthy for me. I went him to be a healthy baby when I get back. I want us to have a great son together." He said still shakey. "I will, I will because you said so. Baby, I was begining to let myself go. I wasn't eating or thinking. But now because you said that I'll eat and take care of him while he's still inside me." I said wiping more tears. "Thank you." He said. "Soon you get out.. we can do this together." I said almost wanting to bawl my eyes out. "Shh... its okay, I know we can do this. Distance won't matter as long as we have faith in each other we can do this." "I know." I said reaching my point. "There telling me I have to get off the phone, two minutes are up." He said, Okay I really wanted to bawl my eyes out. "I love you so much." I said smiling even though he couldn't see. "I love you too. I'll see you before you know it." He said. "Think of me before you go to bed, so we can have dreams about each other." I said. "I have been every single night and it's the same dream.. and that dream I'll tell you when I see you. Things will be better I love you Kristen." I paused for a moment and I knew I was running out of time. "I love you too Phil.." And then the line clicked. I hung up the phone and just layed down in bed. "We can do this... TOGETHER." If he says it... than we can.
To be continued...
Dear readers, heeelllllooooo. It's been such a long time since I've posted and honestly I've missed it.. alot. So except more updates like part one and part two cause I still have a bunch more to write in such little time cause this whole story will be done by September. Least I think September.. I don't know but you'll all find out when. So yeah school is now over for me and I don't have to go back til September holla!!! now I'm gonna stay up late because CM Punk is gonna be on the Jimmy Fallon show at 12:30am and I wanna stay up late for that cause yeah ;) hahah okay PAAAAYYYCEEEE WUUUV YOU GUISEEE! :D
D'AWWW :') sweet and sad altogether! Punk needs to get out now!!! ;_; I hope you update soon or I will blow your phone xoxo~
ReplyDeletesoooo much crying, i can't take it :/ but yeah that sounds good. but noooooooo its gonna end in a few months D:
ReplyDeletehave fun with your beginning of summer :)